I just wish I pick up my life piece by piece but its not so easy to not feel mother fuking drozy and bloody my life is a lie i had friends but not family but now their family not any more thier Dead I tryed to save them one by one just like I tred to pick up my life piece by piece i wish i could surive the night with out thinking about how many bad decisions ive made im going insain i cant live like this anymore hey pas me the gun am i coming or goin i cant decide but i think its time bye bye