I'm so lonely I could cry(happy tears)

my life like a movie, but it lonely, like I'm the only one who survived n I'm roaming, no destination, no frustration, but it's so quiet now, since I'm the only, eh the only one who can keep pressing, the only one who can be passing, the only one with the gift of everlasting, never gonna have backlash n I'm keep blasting, never gonna have a chance, but I dont know what I'm missing, if I'm lonely, never had anything true n holy, never had anyone true to me like a homie, never had anybody go the extra mile for me, never had anybody try to conspire wit me, but that okay I'm happy lonely I'm happy lonely dont need no approval, just my own, dont need to watch my phone, dont mee to make a curfew home, dont jeed to be dragged down by another one, eh I'm so lonely I could cry, happy tears, coming from my eye, I get it now, I'm the one and I know why, cause I'm supposed to be alone e for all time,