oh yeah it's a lot of things going on but I'm still going to be up weather with my team or I'm all alone I'm still going to be booted up hey sitting out here House of time just boot it up waiting for the perfect timing all my rhyming all my steps on my walks all my spins and help you know me bro this your boy back up on the beat and I'm showing love I don't like to see nobody down and I cuz that's what I've been through hard pain hard time hard decisions I lose my mind I'll go insane sometime bro I just lose my mind I go insano I turn into a monster I'm just packing up just trying to make sure I got all my stuff trying to make sure I made the right decisions because back in the past I made some wrong f***** up decisions that makes my life up for real but I'm still on the trail side I'm still on my good side and I thank God for this power in this talent that He gave me now so don't feel bad just always give it all you got never give up never surrender never look down always look up I done lost so many friends due to the same illness that I have seen I got sick of selling seizures and I had a home boy mine died from seizure only the same night I had one if that wasn't a sign from God then I don't know what is bro getting spiritual getting physical with this and looking for my fire on the be back up on my hips and s*** or maybe a double barrel it doesn't matter how many enforcer here ddg all the way I think the Lord for what he get for me and Mama I'm sorry but I'm just living my life it's my destiny I can't put out my flame when it comes to my dreams and reality my emotions I let them out cuz if not stress the kill me just my poison stress is just slowly vibing and killing everybody but not me I'm going to pop my pills I'm going to sit down I'm going to concentrate I'm going to write my poems in my song here cuz I'm just concentrated and I'm up