I can't express myself there's everything wrong with me an i can't cope with all the stress I'm under i don't feel like a man but this is the place where i can express myself emotionally see everybody always makes fun of me but I don't give a shit out there in the open an when I'm in doors that shit hurt's i feel as if I ain't got anybody to tell my story to they always laugh push me around until they knock me in the ground so i just speak on the mic maybe i can relearn a new trick won't that be fuckin sick all i want to do is watch myself bleed from my arms cover it with my face just to show this is how I can express but I can't i lock it all inside they would rather see locked in a paddy cell wrapped in a straight jacket see they all take one look at me an see I don't barely have any teeth they rotted can't get them fixed no income I'm surprised my wife married an stayed by me see this is the stuff I can't express i can't even be successful they way i want to be I'm under duress i get seizures in my sleep my mama split when i was only 2 now I'm 29 she was never in the picture she is the reason of my dark problem's she should left in that used condum she should've stayed in a brothel fuck you bitch your the reason why I can't express myself you would rather the devil's powder instead of your own son