illness is everywhere, im foever mentally ill, i cannot hear you, someone asked me why are you ill? cuz i am, why though? cuz i went through hell and back. i say i was on a non-stop rollar cosater of suffering, im broken cuz of what i went through. what are you saying? im saying. im not okay. i have demons in my mind cuz of my illness, i ask you to keep me in your memory, cuz if you dont you will be too late there is not a day i think horrible thoughts. im in a bad situation, dont bother calling for help cuz it will not do anything. what are you saying? illness is everywhere. im forever mentally ill, i cannot hear you. i do not deserve what i went through even though i was told i deserved everything I suffered what? i cannot hear you im losing my hearing help me, illness is everywhere. I'm forever mentally ill. i cannot hear you. illness is everywhere. stop calling my phone. peace