#subscribe #kevinchaosofficial #constantupdates #borderlinelife #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #seriousshit #whoami #prodbycaffeine #step2 #standalonerecords #kevinsportaldotcom #bpd #meaningfulmusic All I ever wanted was a LIFE and when I FIND v:one They all come ^to take it All I ever needed, TO SURVIVE! Put a SMILE v:on At least, ^I can fake it I never grew out of SEEK AND HIDE which is the lie? I've so Many Faces Who am I beneath the MASK, BEHIND? I'm Borderline, I'm not alive, I'm vacant ______ I grew up unwanted Narcistic cold abuse I put all my focus What could I shape shift In to I invented archetypes To match a million moods None was enough No Mercy just If they told me what to do _______ All I ever wanted was a LIFE and when I FIND v:one They all come ^to take it All I ever needed, TO SURVIVE! Put a SMILE v:on At least, ^I can fake it I never grew out of SEEK AND HIDE which is the lie? I've so Many Faces Who am I beneath the MASK, BEHIND? I'm Borderline, I'm not alive, I'm vacant ______ I do, not know, who I am I don't, know where, to be gin I do, not know, where to, head I just re, mem ber, where I've been _____ All I ever wanted was a LIFE and when I FIND v:one They all come ^to take it All I ever needed, TO SURVIVE! Put a SMILE v:on At least, ^I can fake it I never grew out of SEEK AND HIDE which is the lie? I've so Many Faces Who am I beneath the MASK, BEHIND? I'm Borderline, I'm not alive, I'm vacant ______