i told you this so many times ive put down so many lines but now im outa words to rap in a rhyme let me try to hear n find exactly why both of our minds get disguised an then try n uncover some common ground again using every sign i have left try to address the attitude i have to dissect but its not to impress gettin hunted an stressed but then under the covers we both gettin undressed dont really know which step i need to take to it next whether its breaking one or two necks or making sure you failed the test i come correct while bless cos ya keep me on my toes always makin me guess taken forever cant just reply to my text now I'm using my pen just the way i know best except you know i cant stop when its a growing unrest an it gets left starts collectin in ya head now its making a mess just like some old cash debt the fact is i was wishing we'd wound back to a particular time left in my mind so we both know with an outcome unknown it really depends on your mood an the one that descends will you attack or defend then next you start pushing me away became a little menacing when i mentioned that what we'd both agreed on next seperating almost anything shared an then youd fuckin flex we both cared but you wanted to bounce didn't look back or stop to check im dreading all our memories like night after night with repetitive sex when you were comin ahead of me again an again but then when ya lost ya patience ya temper dismembered then ya went from a zero to ten in less than two seconds nothing left but it started to mess now my sanitys dead im feelin battered at best my heart is shattered an stressed last time that I checked yo my patience expanded but only with you does this happen nothing ever mattered as long as we landed both of our hands comin together they inter twind nevermind cos me being damaged is standard yes your acting calus again its like you got a pattern that sends my head back to places now that im facing now i feelin crazy making me appear insane got left for dead im only waking up now finally after years of being misled tears of death smoking cigarettes an drinkin warm beers in bed so many fears infect the way i get my directions i said this before an yo ill say it again you a product of the people that you spendin it with so when you sittin back an start scratchin yo head reminding us both that we are so blessed im still alive strong an i keep on breathin until you leave without me i wont see it i confess this i dont want you to go my chest pounds till the second you be gettin home especially when theres no credit left on ya phone now im all alone again i know i fucked up but i cant let this be our end ahead i need to find the love left in us take a puff of the blunt so you remember the love with us an the trust that comes back it up come back cos this is wack i need to find a way to get you to relax this is a fact baby yo wassup