Hate the way i start to feel nothing like the man of steel Im Broken but ill try to heal seeing life be this hard is surreal wish this pain i could kill all i really have is you just us two the wicked the few all the shit we been through i just want to giv you a better view ill sit for hours lost like i done took a couple Downers All i feel is me going downwards falling like them two towers then i remember this life isn't mine its ours this is me wanting a better Life and trying to earn it before the light dies im ready to pay the price my soul ill sacrifice this life is already hard but im built tough ford ill swollow the sword and take on the horde even if i get no award And i cant do this my self with a fadeing mental health feels like im alone back of the shelf i dont even think it can be fixed by wealth this kind of pain is stealth with these thoughts come shame then i rember life is anything but tame trying to earn a lil fame could end you in the flame these thoughts i conceal there's no jesus just the devil behind the wheel i just want happiness not for me for my family before i feel the fadiness for everyone in my radius cause you never know death can be spantaous living is such a ordeal enough to bring you to tears and kneel man this pain i wish i could kill