#2022 #strangemusic #rapfame #viral #missouri news stations breaking news news anvhor reporting--man such a sad story tonight folks one little girls battle she kept coming back to fight same fight day after day yes Phil she just kept battling all alone up against a fire breathing dragon with flame as big as mountains, here it comes ladies and gentlemen undefeated in this corner, the monster as we know her the immortal soldier the En Fed A Mine here she is the other corner the rookie,,,,😫😫😫 1, ,2, 3 now clean fight ladies battle first verse 1----- every breath she takes, she's here to consume another soul she plans to keep one that we all forsake another addict misfit case addicted living like we want like we choose naw naw no no that's not right maybe someday, they will see , this is not a choice, easily made by me , maybe it's my fucked up brain , it does these things everyday with no control I don't know what to say even sober im not like I used to be please take all it all away from me this is not where I want to be, please where are we now i just need to go home ya i guess it would seem evil comes In all sorts forms, starts to infects the brain makes it not function work the same starts to tick different beat i guess im starting enjoy n hate the pain me no im fine im good i just got to maintainbkeep my composure just walk the line with the fine tooth the mighty sober never do i step ever forget she right behind trailing tip toeing no matter how long you been gone shes never to far away no matter the size of the line how many laws, or heart we must break no we don't feel the pain no matter the size we must climb im never scared of the height no matter what I know my brain takez the lead in this freak show my heart fights hard fight my brain remains today undefeated on this date never resting always talking back speaking whispering repeating back to me the same old words here we go , it's time to leave,. ready it's back to your reality my heart fights fate but, gravity take control then it reveals this is what I get to be do you think this is who i wanted to see no this is not me im not happy no I'm not theb same person the same as I used to be Lord please help me , please o won't you help me yes make the right choices for me ans my family do not disappoint them don't let them see my weakness I wear daily on my sleeve what this demon. the control its done to me stole everyhing good away last verse --- so next week maybe it's a party , or a chill scene a place you like to be, then you witness , you'll get to see the next victim the next soul she wants to infect maybe this time someone you might love a lost soul with no control Man I lost the b attle and the war today this a fight i think we might need everyone to stand up shes just si evilhstole so many souls ,the devil starting to get jealous do they know this,, a poison so lethal, one bite ,can take all way, please take it all away can unfeel this pain ,,,unfeel this way no siree not today go into chorus ----(start second verse---- every memory gone when you blink then you start to think maybe there right maybe I'm not me maybe im not the same person that I used to be maybe this is just some sick diversion In this fucked up story maybe I'm just a different version of the monster in every scary horror flick scene I guess we are what we are may be we r what we see n we tend to repeat history so maybe not today we get no Cinderella ending, maybe someday the ending won't be so eminent next time it will be different maybe they won't be so ignorant get some medicine then maybe it be evident, what it is that we need, to solve to our problem so we can fix our brains , make them work the same function properly then we can fit in your perfect society so here's to everyone who has ever walked this same dark road like I do ,,,, if your lost like me, and I'm found like you i guess this dark passenger will not defeat us too so here's to a just a few more people like me and you let's smoke, Let's Tweek , now I'm back today day15 clean , then very thevvery next w)eek I'm here to say I'm to weak I can't say no I don't know why, I guess its just me and my dyfunction brain ,, 3-- third verse---- I guess the doctors got no answer for me they dont have any medicine no solution no way to fix me my brain no reason today they can't seem to explain entertain how to fix dysfunction today so ya maybe my head does not work properly doesn't work the same that doesntbmean I don't love you today more than anything maybe it's a mistake one that I never overcame Please won't you refrain from thinking I'm not sane please don't ever think I love you any less and it doesn't mean you shouldn't love me the same maybe it does maybe it don't maybe I might win this battle maybe not tho i just hope you will see we can still be family, addiction doesn't mean that I'm unlovable. its not impossible just a little harder go when we love these messed up souls love them like our family, love them like it's me love the misfits of this society cause today it's me maybe this time next week next time maybe it's you K.0. 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