I know care deep down I really don't every night cold sweats wake up dissy like my wrist slit unlike u want no bitch I wanted love never gott it guess I gotta put in on my wish list sit down talk to me I can show you pain have you ever heard toxic family you locked out crying in the rain the needles in there arms causing both heavy pains I can show you what's inside my mind but I promise you, you won't think me the same and I hope 1 day I'm gone feel better but I know today it ant gone b the day so I sit up real late to the lord I swear I pray but my demons and my problems are forever here to stay and I know it's like that cuz I got some sins to pay but my loved ones stabbed me bleed me out to lay these horrific screams never mentally go away now inside my head I'm trapped insida cage every fuckin fake I love you threw my demons some more rage maybe I could take the rage try to trade away the pain for a better day not chaned to my problems pain and vain I could show you what's inside my mind but I promise you won't think me the same and I hope one day I'll feel better but I know today today won't be the day so I sit up real late tears to the lord i cry out loud it seems every night there's something worst cuz he just ignores my sounds and I know it's like that cuz I got some sins to pay but it's like that cuz my loved ones stabbed me bleed me left me there to lay