I ask myself is it worth it or should I die like I'm worthless my room be blacked out with curtains I disconnect from my burdens had enough with diversions lately I feel a disturbance can't help but feel so discouraged never been so determined in my head demons lurking suicide is the purpose often can't sleep so I write I dont worry I know that's life I'm tossing sheep aside this fight accept the challenge soldier right engage my sights weapons on my side I'll take ya life but rather disassociate with senseless crime I'm left with one option and that's a life or death comply so I'm one timing niggas assisted goal yeah goodnight I write my legacy remember me when we say goodbye this I'm patient for the day we're born we start to die refuse to set my destination towards an exit sign they'll forget me in the end I keep my guard up til I'm dead understand my head I'm never trusting shit fuck a friend