really not in the best position to make these decisions my decisions are making my life so miserable I don't even know what to say to them don't even know what the how the field of them people calling me all these different names telling me I'll never amount of nothing in life but I don't even know what to say my life is just slipping don't even know the actual position position is this I don't know stay out of my way and I stay out of your face to stay out of my game and I'll stay out of your Trace people calling me all these s*** don't you know what really to say to them the position is this my position is this everything in life has something to do with life but the position don't even know to stay out of my way don't even care to stay out of my way I don't even know what got to say about the position