I feel the anxiety building in my chest, too many thoughts I dont even rest, feels as if I’m not good enough I just gave it my best, ready to fall out I can’t handle this test, fuck it ima burn one till I forget about the stress, Just want to be alone don’t call don’t or text, music is my therapy I enjoy it like sex, slowly coming up but you won’t see me flex, can’t trust nobody They have me feeling perplexed, Every one is my Enemy I have them scouted out like APex All i ever wanted was a real family, all i ever wanted was for my son to be happy, but all yall ever do is laugh at me ,tryna tell me that it's not happening ,this shit gets me,stay steady smoking on the daily put my pen to paper n think creatively, All this negativety is crazy, feel like everyone is out to get me, the wrost thing to feel is free when you can't spend it with your baby, hand me a gun i promise it will all be over quickly, my world is my quick sand i just keep on sinking!