i wake up everyday not knowing what to expect but i know my past might catch up to me if i ever stop working man I think i stoped caring a long time ago A nigga was at the bottom tried to kill myself so many time because I've been told so many lies had thoughts about cutting some family ties don't trust anyone when its silent i get PTSD and I start crying and hiding trying to hide my pain no one knows my pain the tears are hidden by the rain war stories I've been through the deep end and i aint going back,no one will ever stop me my war stories are written in this page filled with rage hidden in this diary. id rather write my words and rap them than go to therapy I'm new to rapping so i will not be stopping i might be new but my mind is filled with pain so all you so called rappers will be killed with this lyrical genius I'mma rap until I'm in a genuiese book with new success maybe by then you will suck less planing to be here for a while I'm not care about what other people say