grief

grief what does the word grief mean to you its when my life ended because its true the day you left i went too a part of me i always knew feeling everything but being numb through and through longing for the person that flew when there wings for heaven grew please dont leave me i beg of you im crying on the floor like a wreck while i wanna put a rope round my neck what is my brain doing its complex hold on keep fighting and express the feelings never get less the hole in my heart and all the distress never leaves me just makes me a mess living everyday with all the regrets more time, saying goodbye my mind never forgets my hero, my dad why lay him to rest angry at the world why him that protects the only man I'll ever love has left what do they say they only take the best I don't care he should have been kept here with his family I can't accept loving someone is a beautiful thing but losing them destroys everything your life, yourself its a scary thing bring him back id do anything to talk one last time please ring I'm sat here just longing when you left was traumatising my heart is still aching can't you see I'm breaking the anxiety takes over I'm shaking the smile on my face I'm faking times a healer well that's playing you had so much remaining all I can say is poppa you were amazing this was hard to write, you will know if you have lost someone you loved.