Lately I’ve been crazy shits been hazy got me thinking that just maybe I went right off the ledge. I haven’t slept many day and I know me that’s not gone change till I’m feeling all this pain of losing everyone I love. I take my life sticking needles in my veins so many time I feel no pain. I just can’t stop it’s way to late it’s been done I sealed my fate. I wish that I could say to my love loved ones who passed away. I wish I could’ve taking your place. I’m my dreams are memories of places I have never seen. There are all these unfamiler faces trying to convince me they the team. But with out you here it’s just scheme. Nothings ever as it seems. I guess that’s what you get when you don’t fsleep for fuckimg a week. I wish I could tell you that I changed. That I didnt need a gun just in case I got some beef. That ill always be the one that you can see. that I would never be the man to cause you grief