I want you to know that I'm not mad how can I stay mad at something I never had you were a dream that when I reached the world would not let me have you slip from my grasp n no matter how many men you been I'd always take you back truth was you were the only type of woman give me chance so for too much I can't ask n I know around your friends of Me you'd laugh but I forgive you cuz of not ill stay stuck in the past n I don't blame you go get the cash tho it's never enough and it won't last can i love you before I die is that too much to ask and let this be a lesson this what heppen live to fast Lord thank u for the good n i can't forget the bad I'm ashamed to show you were live so I avoid you every chance I get I pray wellness over you n I rebuke the illness when your sick n i don't have the money to buy you all the fancy shit but here is my heart within its rich n thru all this bullshit I refuse to call you a bitch you'll find husband who will spoil you n you amazin kids tell me how does it feel too kiss from true lips hey I have to go I can hear The Lord calling me home n without you this world is not a home I