Depression was the only life that I knew. I wanted to die that was true. I never said thank-you. Expected people to worship me like religion, Hindu. No I didn't think this through these emotions stick like glue. Throughout all these years I still don't know what to do. My heads filled with a bunch of dead bolts and loose screws. I'm not amused, I'm quite confused, I feel very used. These words you're screaming got me bruised. Slurping up these bitches getting rid of them like booze. In this game I will never lose. You're simpler than fucking blues clues. Can you find the paw print? Hit you with a small whip. On that ball you have no grip. Let me rip your bitch off she's attached to my hip. Say your suicidal, standing on the edge. Bitch jump off do a fucking flip. Laughing so hard I slipped. The blood from your head dripped. The only reason you're alive is the condom ripped. Of all your pride you were stripped. Walking round like you just got your dick clipped. Careful walking like that gone get your tooth chipped My life is a mess, Can’t handle the stress, All I do is press, Sometimes I sit in the darkness, Contend with the loneliness, Couldn’t find any success , I need to confess. Never seen the monster of Lochness, But I can see the monster in myself, I can’t leave its premises, I listen to its promises, Cause it’s my nemesis, So all I do is supress, To stop it’s progress, While I’m looking for my princess, Damn! Look at that ass!! So I tried to impress, But sorry i gotta pass, Cause now I have to rest, In my dreams all I think about is the past, Trying to get rid of it like a pest, But it’s runnin too fast, Now I feel depressed . Something heavy is weighing on my chest, Disrupting my consciousness, In the mirror I don’t recognise my face, I want to get over this phase, Maybe jumping of a bridge will cure my sickness, Maybe its for the best, I guess this is the end of my quest, Goodbye,but I don’t have any friends, So this was a waste… [Verse 1: Luke] Should've seen me, like, a year ago, year ago I was someone you don't even know, even know Dark times kept me all alone, all alone You were shinin' like a heart of gold, heart of gold [Pre-Chorus: Luke] Someone just like you No one else Lights will guide you, so Run like hell [Chorus: Calum] Ooh, I'm falling for the first time Heart is gonna flatline Now I can't even look at you You're like staring at the sunshine Burnin' into my mind 'Cause I can't even look at you I'd die all day And every night just to miss you Ooh, I'm falling for the first time Heart is gonna flatline Now I can't even look at you [Verse 2: Luke] People always say it's hard to change, hard to change I've seen the signs and I know it's hard to fake, hard to fake I say, "I love you," I don't hesitate, hesitate And now I wanna see you every day, every day, yeahHa I dnt know wat y'all thinking raps old timey Abraham Lincoln for me raps come easy I feel like two chains or wheezy U ain't getting no freebies Me I think y'all all freaking sleazy I'm rocking in my one man gang Yeah just doing my thing Y'all lucky that my raps over So pull out a freaking 4leaf clover Twista Prueit