im stakkinup this money till I get my shit right I n thuggin on these streets I b working a 925 many nights I really held that fire by my side bussing at dem bitches thinking they can take my pride but everyday I prayed an i put it inmy mind I don't wanna die these bitches got me clutching I can c ur lies through yuh eyes and I'm a soljah so yuh imma ride but who by my side just me an my girlfriend I'm bussing at em till that bitch click reload an start bussing again I committed to committing sins and a mastermind at committing crimes an I'm riding solo cuz I n trusting nothing all these hoes be fronting r Cap'n like they say now days but I'm putting caps in yuh fade an then i fade away I'm on the come up tryna cop new fits wit new Jay's I gotta boss up cuz I n suppose to be living this way I had to get everything out the mud remember I been stealing an robbin lookin for problems on the streets living free but really I was just on my way str8 to jail ND in no time ill be goin to hell but I'm like o well I'm put here to live life n when all my ppl dien I can't even sleep at night constantly tryn to committ suicide but I won't die so if I don't live for god than I'll be living a lie cuz who else can I really rely when my family fukked up everybody getting high what if I lived my life eye for eye there be a bunch a mother Fulkerson who deserve to meet my 45 but I have forgivin kept living an just kept on doin my outlaw shit n even though I change my life the devil won't hop off my dick what I spit is real put some n it u can feel all my struggles and my pain cloudy days and stepping n the rain n this is why u call me insane shit everybody wanna see me go crazy I thought u love me y yall wanna see me bk in the steel that's y I be like fukk all yall niggas fo real. and everyday is a new day I don't know what kind of demons creepin on me tryn to get me to lose my cool an act a fool but I won't choose to loose imma bounce bk all the time smoke this weed n ease my mind I can't let u break me lord please help me help me help me. and this world so crazy feel like I can't even trust my own family I think they tryna kill me butlordwillin keep me stronger I ponder on evil thoughts but I just sit n think what I done been through I was just tryna to escape but the demons wouldn't let me go o no now I be bk on that dumbshit again ready to committ them crimes and a bunch of deadly sins where my friends when I needm nobody can see m struggle can't live life in a bubble pop that bitch now I'm bk n trouble and calling yo name it's a shame how I go from doin so good to losing everything but yuh I keep my head up everyday tryna get paid but I'm feeling Ike a slave or like I'm n a dirty game just getting played yuh ok and when u push me looky there go the tooly now u looking foolish and brain blown all on the pavement now who gon save m can he be save feel like I need to go insane to many drugs done ruined my brain can I remain untamed ...and everyday is a new day I don't what demons creepin on me tryna get me to loose my cool ND act a fool but I won't choose to lose I'm a bounce bk all the time smoke this weed n ease my mind I can't let u break me so lord please help me help me help me.....the struggle is real how would u feel to be lokked in that steel n when yuh come home everybody gone now u gotta get it on yuh own I done shown all these mother Fulkerson what I do clutch my nuts and get on through even though I be ready to kill shit I keep my cool now could u face it wake up everyday praying everything will be OK but nobody wants to see yo face I hope that one day this pain can just go away I wanna feel safe but I feel like I'm prey to the devil cuz when I'm tryn shit get harder gotta move smarter feel like y should I bother but I can see things that nobody else can see and even though I stay cool that devil really tryna break outta me can't u see I need sum peace fukk the beef gimme my weed some cheese and get bk on my feet say by by to all yall mother fukkas who prayed for me to die I can't lie I n perfect but I'm just tryna get better but u put me n positions where the ol me gotta come out n blast can't give up the past but I get off my ass n try my best to succeed but I won't stop till I'm outta of this home n on my own n I know imma struggle for the rest of my life I can't deny when it's time to ride that I can't think twice so I rise up outta my coffin an leave they body stallin blood leaking off em witness said it was so appalling but who saw him nobody bitch cuz I had on gloves n mask movin fast when u see my pass better move I'm comin through ohh steady wit my moves fly g on a nother movie smoking a Doogie hoes s like who he look like a Hollywood actor but the fact is I'm just another thug ass rapper oh so dapper bendover baby lemme see the clapper imm a smasher then pass her only thing I do after is smoke go to the studio and kick my flow they say fly g so cold but gotta good soul that can't let go u know I just wanna be off these streets on my shit whit a bad bitch hitched shit it is what it is imma grind all day n no break can't be playing imma slay m put m in the coffin where they be laying forever bitch.....