just a Lil freestyle about the one girl on this planet that I will always love and desire. I'm only human, I've made mistakes I hope she will forgive me for not stepping up but since she got caught up ive been so down that financially I'm just bust before I get a dollar or even 20 or 40 to provide her with a Lil something to have a reminder of my being out here and missing her so badly it drives me crazy looking back I see I have had opportunity, even went to put it on her books just last week only to find out that I have to have a p hone to do that for her. no pay this week, I gotta hustle tomorrow. only have a couple days before they could open her door. then she'd be homeless in Oklahoma cause I still ain't convinced mama that she's not the devil or a two big whole. so that restraining order mama's got next door means she'd be on the streets but unlike before I'd join her there, to try my best to care for her n that belly bump whether it be mine or by someone else as a result of my not providing a place that we could rest, eat, shower chill and just be together without the police coming round.... damn restraining order...