Im so lost,confused,lonley,betrayed,used,Broken,jaded,I had one chance in life and played it,one chance at a wife far from virtious,red hair, promiscuous, adulteress contentious,tear down the house n nation that God was going to build.in us,no matter what I'd do it was never good enough,so after 13 years of her betraying every line of trust,loving my daughters mom turned my faith in love to dust,so Im asking God to mend my heart and soul,I mixed the rest of the ashes of my busted dreams with shit for my lifes glass someone give me a bowl,tosmoke what's left of my life and soul and hope I get high enough to elevate above illness,haters,and marks,