I've been drowning, drowning, drowning in my tears, I've been crying crying crying for years now I'm singing singing singing for my peers now I'm drinking drinking drinking beers so let's cheer, Imma haunt you like a deer,in my dreams all i see is fear feel like i wanna overseer told the devil to stop whispering in my ear, after here Imma go and take a pill when i take these drugs Imma feel ill R kelly finna get killed and thrilled and shrilled and get popped like a pill uh i don't have an armor and a shield uh yeah she doesn't know how i feel feel like i wanna go take a pill i know i said this like a hundred times it's time to be high, i still wish to fly like a beautiful butterfly told my niggas that i gotta stay high ayy