im falling apart cant you see stuck in my lucid dreams i see dead people when i walk on the street this shit aint fiction its too real i wanna kill myself but you cant understand it i was never understood so fuck it im hurting , i love these pills they helped me when i was down for real leave me alone set me free liquor to forget the traumas back when i was a kid still young i regret so much things why they left me i miss them so i take pills i miss the old me so im drinking im so lonely on my own and let me tell you something i dont wanna see you again the wounds not healing but my heart still beating i reached my limit i wanna die quickly