i just wish that, she would just wait for me,i have been alone.waiting so patiently.i dont understand, because ive been so faithfully. ......why? my heart did she take from me . confused to the matter ,that she. wanted a break from me .I tried my best to be a friend, guess it. was a waste it seems .Blind to the fact , that, everything .really aint what it seems. Even in my dreams. i was real wit ya.even in my dreams i killed wit ya.im tryna see the bigger picture . but sometimes it seems that im further digging . my self a grave .thats only getting deeper . myselfs to blame , for all my weakness . all i do is love . it never seems enough .ive been pushed enough. now i had enough .