Wish could be at school this time, I'm grown up never thought could be so big, that time was Lil, ma things done by my mom that's nice, hey yo man don't you like to be pampered by yo mom in that type of situation, life that I lived man was dope, it has it Lil probs, but was nice remember my best friend at school, likes to get in a fight between them niggas, didn't want them t tint him for a Lil bit, when they do, we bust them up that's was the chance we got t make some noise t a nigga gosh!!! Craving to be back in college, reminisce of the sickness I got, it hold me to further up my studies, I can say this sick waiting my time cause I can't do nothin', even taking myself outside I can't man!!! shit is crazy, ihave t be lift up for me t gain strength so I can go, how pity, wish God can help me regain my strength so I can do things on my own, this sickness put me down in such way that, my mama will break up on tears and cry, God that hurts, Right know m using car that always give me problem, wish can still have old truck that I owned, first car o' my own, I like it, never gave me any problem, this shit 's sucking my pockets dry, when this broke I fix it, then another broke with in 3 days , have to go and buy another part fir christ sake, man I can go on like this, buying part after part, I cannot do nothing beside parts buying wi' ma money, I got it new but you won't believe, returned it couple of times but got no use