true story more depression

U where like a brother to me, I Feel so alone right now, We where friends now we not,  like y u mad at me (4x) I miss being ur friend I want to be friends again, I will put a bullet in my head we met in grade 5 u stopped it at grade 7 now I want to die like 9/11. I will do alot to be ur friend y did it end (3x)........................................... our friendship when deep, now it all gone, I am so sad u r so mad, can we be friends again, I will kill myself and be try to be calm, tell me when is the end all the dungs will hurt me, I am not okay I feel anxiety and depression well I will not go to heaven I will die at 25. Hope have a good rest of your life cuz I know I will not no doubt. U where like a brother to me, I Feel so alone right now, We where friends now we not,  like y u mad at me (4x) I miss being ur friend I want to be friends again, I will put a bullet in my head