Verse 1 It might take awhile before I can authentically smile But I assure you ima run the mile to keep up with ice skate freestyle Goal this week is to rest my trials and to lay down like tiles Goal this year is to make footage and rhymes in piles The point of rhymes is to ignite positivity in the mind I don't got to explain my self but I thought I try I'm tryna to find my old heart a mine like a do wap vibe Intertwined in my mental garden in order for my soul to shine The point of footage is to heal the relationship I got with camera Started with Sony then Nokia and cannon with a Mac Sierra Now I don't know what brand I have I just know I wana see ya And you so far only way we can be is through a lense not glamorous I go to work cut hair at sportclips haircuts and thats my life I come home to my spirituality and follows the energetic fights They battle within me and I can wait for my ascension to take flight Back down to earth bc my ego is keeping me from the light Verse 2 Anytime i be on the microphone im out of my comfort zone Just like when I talk to people I'm nervouse and want to run home But the guys tht come in help me relax and there's no need to go Talkin to men is much easier to talkin to women because my eyes roam All day the beat be in my head thinking of ways to express But where to I start with all this stress building up in my chest 4 ways I can get to my destiny but not if I live like a mess Gotta get dressed wake up do you thang and think less My friends be my rock when I'm week so I'm not crying on knees They see the real chelsea so I no longer need approval from my family 1 and a half years medicated and sober is my chance to finally breath This is my time to heal and grow my soul And it starts wit 5 seeds