ahem yeah, I'm feeling alive but if you look in my eyes you can probably tell that I wanna die and that I wanna cry cause I've been the drama and trauma can't control my feelings I feelings I can't control but I'ma let you know if how I learn how to control it hold it one time I think it might have come to life but then I told it get back in your cage like ko vs tko anywhere my energy flows I know I'll be able to find people who know true pain like I do XXX was my idol now I'm making a song I was wrong I'm actually telling a story don't mess with me or It's gonna get gory don't mess withou me or I'ma cook you up use no seasoning looked you up google your the guy who's dad was leaving barley breathing just some heathens trying to make a living gripping their feelings tight I mean that's what everyone does when they don't wanna get judged right? right? okay,okay,okay,okay OKAY