It me or him you have to choose I hope you find someone that can fit my shoes Cause all I want is you but I got trust issues Why go back when he left you with a bruise If u leave me I got nothing to lose. I can’t think of a time I did u dirty I thought are relationship was sturdy I can’t say I had the best time But u left me in the light with no way out I thought you loved me but threw me in the dirt I gave you my heart but left me hurt Tell me how many guys you’ve been with Try to put my name on a shirt I’ve moved on put up another wall Stall any other bitch who try’s to come threw It didn’t shed a tear for you You broke my heart like you always do I should’ve never stayed I saw the signs Now I’m laying in my grave letting my feelings slip through Trying to learn from wrong to right Every day passes I feel like I’m losing this fight I really do hate living this life I really do hate living this life Everyday I live I try to live my life Going out everyday trying to find me a wife But everytime I get shot down with lies Losing ties with my friends and family I can see it in your eyes Sharp like a knife So I be cutting up these bars like wild life So It’s me or him you have to choose I hope you find someone that can fit my shoes Cause all I want is you but I got trust issues Why go back when he left you with a bruise If u leave me I got nothing to lose. Like seriously if I go through this again imma blow a fuse You get a kick outta this you seem amused Bitch sit down your not excused Cause I’ve been beaten mentally I’ve been beaten physically I’ve been beaten so much you wouldn’t notice me I’ve run down the tunnel with no future ahead of me I want to put a bullet through my head maybe I’ll sleep peacefully I have hard times could list them easily To women there’s no such thing as equality They are running over us so effortlessly This shit sucks cause I lash out and all I can do is write it down Listen to a bunch of tracks and use the sound I’m a outcast to this town I hope one day I’ll find some solid ground.