Stop tellin' me that I switched sides, my life changed, I'm a different guy They're mad instead of sayin', "Jason, I wish you the best" of course I changed I had to go buy a bullet proof vest ya 'Cause I've been stressed, ya, I'm a mess, ya, I need rest, ya Wastin' energy on enemies I never met, ya' And I'm still the person my mama nurtured To become this virgin, so shout out, Mom I don't ever sleep, every night is long Everything is on me, not and to my ex trin I’m happy that you finally found your way, now I’m the one who’s out here tryna get by, cause I’m the one who had to lose the game Now I gotta see you with the next guy (but I guess that's how it goes) They say that ( sеcond chances never еnd right but I’m just tryna find out for myself thinking bout you cruisin down the road, thinkin bout the days we had our best times, reminiscing checkin about you on my phone now I’m the one who’s out here tryna get by, drinking all night long) I told you from the start my love was real for you, and ever since I’ve never felt the same can never seem to take you out my brain. And I don’t wanna tell you what you mean to me, but if I die I’d rather let you know cause empty words ain’t gonna change a thing and I’m just tired of spending nights alone did you say the same things to him?did he open up like I did? did he breakdown in the bathroom just like me? stole my heart and I feel so dumb should've known that you couldn't love did the moments that we shared mean anything? you was my girlfriend and always was the number one on my side but lately all we ever do is argue and fight She said, she can't imagine her becoming a wife with a guy like me I told her, I would go and get my GED Even got a 9 to 5 flippin' burgers and fries I wonder how (How do you go to sleep at night.. If I'm not the one sleeping with you) all I see is shit like you hanging out with the same dude What the fuck that motherfucker got sandals on? Are you kidding me? I been drinking constantly drowing in my misery shit Well I hope its what you wanted you lying bitch Hope his dick is bigger than mine is Hope you finally got somebody who got an education you told me I was your twin flame from a past life You're too good for me i'm too bad to keep i'm too sad, lonely i want you only