My homie died a year and still think about it My lover she doesn't love me feeling changing with the climate When my demons get to talking then forgive me for turning violent All that paper I've been chasing my feet can feel the milage My tears is dropping with the rain I'm meaning literally If ever turned my back it's because of lack of loyalty My music so full of passion people crying when I'm rapping If you get me off my meds and I'm triggered then it's cracking Now be careful when you mention me Or question my abilities I'm a legend on the mic Hard hitter like I'm mike This didn't happen over night (Hell naw ) I'm not stopping It's either this or a coffin I don't have no other options So you can step aside Bet I'll shine a kind of bright you could see me if your blind I got something for flies If you keep up with the pestering My message is in the lettering I'm tryna be a better me My life is full of madness And my heart is full damage Can't even trust these people that's helping on this planet But I'm smiling through my pain And people labeled me insane Antipsychotics dull the voices in my brain Don't want to have an episode Play with fire then I might explode I'll cut your fucking throat leave you floating like a boat No playing with my sanity Pester me brdwing anarchy Picture me living happily That's exactly how it's supposed to be I am what made me And I'm never gonna change All these people switching up lately fuck it I think I'll do same You can take it how you take it Lifes what you make it Living for amazement Could never be basic Cuz it's only what you make it I took this journey on my lonely Calling family but they homies (yea) Oh your real but your lieing to my face you's a BITCH and I'm meaning uppercased but fuck it Ima leave you in the background it's just business no forgiveness how does that sound can't take no Ls for my people better back down your an ass clown no reason for getting loud now I'm not the same that I was before I've been fighting and I'm keeping the score do you blame me for not feeling no remorse I'm trying to stand while you stomp Me to the floor but now I'm stronger than before you built a worrier to the core homie battle scars on my body that I wear proudly funny people burning bridge's no where around me getting pissy you can miss me like they air balling I am what made me And I'm never gonna change All these people switching up lately fuck it I think I'll do same You can take it how you take it Lifes what you make it Living for amazement Could never be basic Cuz it's only what you make it