booze is my only friend and I feel like I have ascended into darkness its not like I ever intended but booze is my only friend and i extended our friendship sometimes I feel like I befriended the devil I feel like every ones trying to test my metal and that every ones makes me steam like a teakettle I feel like I have become a vessel for demon because all theses heathen keep giving me reasons to keep on drinking I feel like am clinging to life as am drifting on as am resisting my demons and am stuck coexisting with these heathens im so tired of breathing I have my own reasons because these ruffians keep trying to take my bottle topple their whole life at full throttle I want to move to Seattle am stuck listening to my roommates psychobabble it feels like a never ending battle im missing my bottle and am geting pissed of like a rattle snake I feel like am never awake I just want a break all this drinking is giving me a bellyache and then every ones giving me a earache i just want a break and make run for and have real life