I feel like am being locked up wrought off as useless everyone calling me a nuisance I feel like am losing my self to these illusions that every one is leading conclusions that I need to drop dead that wanna with fill my head with lead I feel like I have been misled and that theirs no life for me and always feel like theirs gonna be a knife in my back and am hoping somebody sends me to the afterlife soon I just need cut ties and ignore all theses hating lies and arise to a better future but i feel like am drowning and geting ripped apart by theses vultures and kinda feels like am being chased by a bunch of hunters thay are shooting me to peices my heart tightens as I feel like am never gonna be happy but what frightens me the most that i never get a shot even tho i thought if I fought enough I would stand a chance under the circumstance I made some sick jams before I kick the bucket and my last words were probly the roughest i wished I was born with better judgement and make a better life adjustment I just can't keep up with all this maladjustment I feel like am the apposite of every one cuz just take beatings until i plummet I feel like am always somebody puppet and that all my memories are flooded wit hate and depression to bad I couldn't learn a lesson now I got all this pent up aggression now am going to act on transgression that every one did against me and suppression of my emotions are no more and am in possession of my favorite weapon my will