taking vengeance on the world all my life i been told do this, do that dont lose ya mind in a trap get back up back on track watch the edge its taking over your head maybe get some rest then try again Got my dreams in view To gain it I gotta take it from you I got faith in myself That I can gain the wealth even with the cards that've been dealt though it seems simple it has an impact so i compact it n dont think about the issues on hand just dont think i can gotta use all my might to stay in the fight feels like every accomplishment is in vain damn this happens every night possible the torments are making me lose sight of the goals i once had that shit makes me mad if you seen my life youd get the draft yo you seen my dad i got a misso dont think i treat her right constantly deciding between fight or flight another thing impacting my mind try not to show that side the side of a man whos taken too much shit my keepsakes fit in a box give you an idea of what ive loost but no matter the cost im gonna change direction ive got an obsession to let you know how i feel maybe itll make me feel like i can live again maybe ill get outta the boxing ring id like too see what im capable of writing comes easy but making sense is a difficult plot so wether you here me or not its cool im just venting coz inside my head is unrelenting giving up is so damn tempting temptation aint gonna win giving up is supposedly a sin but idk where i been constantly feeling stuck if you know what i mean think i need a foundation something to build upon because i cant give up life n just write songs i can hit the bong coz 420 is key to having a peaceful mind g when that doesn't help welp expect the worst because no one om earth can fill a cup thats empty so stick it the man and do what you can i wont give up watch me triumph over lifes curses ill do it in these verses everyday life makes me nervous even though im the star of my own show feels like i dunno which way to go theres no SCRIPT so im just soldiering on I'm stuck in the mud But I ain't gon stay here Ill levitate even if it's next year Just lend an ear so you can hear my pain It's affecting my brain Straining everyday to get through That's some difficult shoes always Tryna push my point of view but it's never understood maybe you'll get my mood although I ain't from the hood My life ain't been so good walking alone at a young age ahhh shit maybe we should turn the page Lies and deciet raised me, that's how petty living on streets can be