i aint here for throwing punchs.. you be out to school like little kids and lunches... i know sometimes its hard for me just to function.... you be snaping out about my dysfunction.... so why do you think im doing something when im really doing nothing.... huffing and puffing walking away so we can save face..... at certain times i feel misplaced needing my space... maybe a shot to chase......the beginning was rough.... i know..... but years passed months of being trashed tryna surpass the guy i use to be was an ass.... trying to feel whole while letting go i needed a cut like their was grass to mow..... i was told to leave the liquor alone or else im gonna be alone holding a fone while instrumentals take me deep in the zone.... i cant cadone being fake to another soul so i choose to stay away from the guy i use to know which is myself.. asking for help..... folding the hand i was delt..... thinking of spades while im passing this melt..... never thinking of self..... take my thoughts off da shelf.... realizing you aint really here to help... i can only depend on me.... mad focused putting life into focus holding me down for a change cant explain my pain now i know how to turn into my road to gain.... im not thinking of fame but if it happen thats allahs way of syaing things should be different then always seeming the same... this aint no game... this is life where things have a habit of going wrong or right ... foreal foreal this is my life... who are you to judge a motha fucka thats mainly doing you right... every time you called i was their to do what you like.... so far from being intouch i was outta sight... so conflicted doing wrong while doing right... to busy listening to all the wrong hype... and the worst put about it we was doing each other wrong while tryna take flight.... to many side roads in life..... i was being a follower instead of leading em right.... to busy feeling sorry for myself insted of seeing whats here in this life taking chunks if i like insted of my shoulders feeling this plight... nothing to say but wrong right......