yeah so what if I show up, after the show was, might not be the last, but im definitely the slowest, never cared much for the top, I do best at my lowest, my crutch is a mop, i know i can stop, but only if I want to, in case you haven't noticed. I get lost in the moments and begin to lose focus.. getting too Footloose, on the paths that I choose,. and fall right back into the same damn grooves, just to show us. the only ones that ever have to go, are the ones I hold the closest. and What hurts the most is, I should already know this. then it all begins to feel hopeless, can't deal, Nor cope and I'm dope sick. drowning in these oceans, throw me a rope bitch, i cant stay afloat, shit. my life is so hectic, I know I'm a skeptic, im gonna regret it, but I'm gonna do it anyways.