Even tho you love me, I too feel that it's fake, your the one who puts your heart out there to break, Im upset with you but it's no where near hate. I hope we fix our love before it's too late. Sometimes I don't like to lay with you and watch a movie, it's annoying cause you nod and don't even know what your doing. It's like you gotta be beyond high to function or even be alive, I don't know I know what's it like to get high but for some reason it just fuckin bothers me. Especially when your nodding and my daughter sees... if you feel like i treat you so bad then maybe you otta leave. when your ready to be clean please come back to me. cause off that shits hoes its goota be. i love you oh so very much, but as im getting older im realizing love isnt enough. then again who the fuck am i to judge, i do drugs just as much.something in my soul cant get over it, i even told him i would go sober shit, go ligit so he dont feel like all the weight is on his shoulder. the more he chooses to do it, the more i feel myself get colder. things are getting ugly, beauty is innthe beholder. we aint getting any younger dhit our lifes almost over.... we shouldnt be growing apart we should be getting closer hrd to be close when theres over exposer, maybe it is time for closier, always actin like your upset to make me think your not falling out, likes thats nit why even as we speek your bendin over.