#ShootingStar #AllTheWayThru #TopShelf #MakeAWish I sit with a blank slate, empty plate, busy arguing, it's not up for debate, look at what we've done. isn't it enough? I'm calling your bluff, imma diamond in the rough, why are we so miserable. used to inseparable. znow you treat me like regular cable, like I'm just some channel, that you don't watch, put on closed captions but don't turn it up a notch, we fight but don't know why we fought... it's ironic used to skate on em like sonic back in school power couple we were so iconic. skippin class, to feel that ass, we was so bad. but it was so good, was young and the mistakes, already there waiting high expectations, when I looked at you, I seen our whole future guess it is a movie and we're stick Inna blooper... if the director says action ever again... I'm not letting this happen twice my friend. because it seems so pointless. told ya plenty times I wanna press rewind. move some things around make and sure that you stay mine... if that is even plausible, because I'm not sure where I lost you. it should have always been the other way around. you chasing me, but now I'm the one that looks crazy... while you call someone else baby... mm it's been heavy on my heart. I've been staring at this page, not knowing where to start. how were we so close... but now we are so far... my shootin star, come here let's make a wish . thenn as everything pauses, dissappear from here, start a new day, Inna new way, lord knows we both need to be saved. villains of our own narrative, both lost, lookin like mannequins on the run again, brain filled with blank canvasses, ready for anything but a negative thought, we both have something money has never bought... and the sea may have other fish, but you were the best one I've ever caught. when we looked at each other and the world seized.. .. I knew it wasn't a catch and release . the only one to put the monster at ease then again the one that can make him come out of me.. . I guess we have our pros and cons... and im not sure where exactly it went wrong. . whether it be timing or the place. .. I'm here now... wanting to be embraced.... by xxby you, but then I'm forced to see it like it is and not what it's worth, because to me it's priceless. but i know to you... it holds a value. and don't get me wrong, I know its a pricey bid but with it having value, that means someone could out tip, you put any female with any kind a sauce in front of me and I still would never dip but someone could offer you a beverage and your take asip.. always kept it 100 with you, never folded, kept it crisp. and it hurts to know someone stole my shooting star, you were my only wish.. at times I may have came off as giving up, but I was never gonna quit... but now that I think of it.. I'm beginning to think you and him share the same wish. as it strangles me, I can't breath. I lay lifeless with one lady memory... when you wished death upon me... I'm holding your spine. always mesmerized by the lies they accounted for some fake criesand fake goodbyes, feelings get pushed further down, why can't we adjust each other's crowns. i know it seems dangerous to be vulnerable never did any maintenance for it to be recoverable