In my feelings so ima write about my past been a minute since I poored blood dripping from my heart It’s been ages Now all I care about my wages Life’s like stages N mines stuck on 2 pages My Friends been sleeping on me Showing 2 faces weight I’ve had to carrry Got me feeling like bay lifts Daddy wasn’t home Mummy’s all alone I was picking up n hearing mummy on the phone Stress coming from her voice n I can see it now I’m grown Back then all I wanted was a big Mack with coke Little lost kid Deamonds running thought my brain like a mospit Only 14 kept on hearing bout adoption If it wasn’t for my friends I woulda lost it Keeping smiles on my face Tryna l earn from my mistakes But felt trapped hostage Life’s a big gameI keep playing like Cod shit I don’t trap keep it legal High like a Segal Saving all these shots Brad freedle More money more snakes I told got that ima be real Real the core stay see through But I’m still falling Like the towers in New York Poring in vodka in my cup Like a Russian Only time I feel like Life ain’t a dunjion Drugs and sex What really got me buzzin If l could restart like Then you know I’d press the button I swear When you up Is when they really get to cussin How can you stay humble When you came from nuffin Tryna tune nuffin it to summin Summin in to hundreds Hundreds into thousands So I can share it with my bruddahs Share it with my mother So I don’t have to see her suffer Listening to potter Billing up another I’m like Liam from the east end Chilling with the wrong crowd Thinking bout the road that I’ve gone down Can’t look my brothers in the face Man I’m Not proud Tryna blow with my music like I’m Tryna get snot out Rap a 24 Got them asking when’s my Songs out Fed up of the hoes with there thongs out It don’t impress me Far from temp me Staying out of trouble so the jakes can’t arrest me Im a be the best me Bro’s got the best b Tryna get it gone like jet ski Ygm I don’t see half my family On god I swear I miss em I hope when I spit that you listen Lost a little sis So when I look up at the sky I see a star bigger than the others n it glisses Everydays a mission Everyday I’m Fishing I could wake up without feeling any diffrent I pour my heart on a track good riddens Writings my therophu Without it yourd be throwing Flowers On a box no shipping Who would turn up