It's been quite a while the last time I went to bed I need to get all this fucked up stuff out my head or maybe I just need time to think instead. I always think I'm the greatest or always the bravest but I'm not I'm really just the mother fucking plainest. I'm drowning in my thoughts like everything is floating around like astronauts I'm always dreaming bout hitting my milestones but I just need to take my time and just keep grinding those. Sometimes I just HATE myself and I need to FUCKING REMAKE myself I'm just some massive FUCKING MISTAKE you know, but a thing I learnt from everyone else, I need to take it slow. But I've got no patience! What a TERRIBLE THING! EVERYTIME I THINK OF MYSELF IT MAKES MY HEART STING, I boss everyone about thinking I'm the king, but I'm not I'm just some random kid. There's trillions of things I wish I'd never did, my whole life would have been so mid if it weren't for my family, there so legendary, they're like the primary, I'm just the secondary. But a thing that's good about me is that I've got loyalty, all I want to do though is treat my family like royalty, everyone else has such fluency. And I think I'm sooo cool when I do something uselessly. I get really angry and shout things ruthlessly. There's so many things about me I could change, but maybe I'm just meant to stay the same...