When I cry it’s a bad day When I cry I’ve probably made mistakes When I cry I get emotional I don’t know why I cry it’s not knowable When I cry I can’t control My feelings I feel really cold When I cry it’s a bad feeling I can’t even be speaking People say it will get better don’t worry But it’s going slow and not in a hurry I feel really suicidal I put garbage mc’s in the recycle I need a way I need a guide This song is called when I cry It’s hard at my age But I’m autistic so it’s hard to engage It’s hard I try and stay on my own I stay away from the world on my phone It’s hard I’ve got twitches To stay focused I need fidgets It’s not fair I feel exhausted All the stress has caused it I’m still courageous on a regular basis The way I get treated is outrageous Every day I just sigh This is called when I cry