sometimes I scared if I lay in my grave next to my pops and rest of my brain smoke that purple kush trying to ease the pain I don't know why that my heart really aches my heart really aches and I don't know why sometimes I want to ask why did you break my heart so many of pieces and I ain't going to lie I was so nervous to tell you that I didn't want to be with you for all the things you put me through I really want to be part of your life but I don't think you deserve to be my wife for all the times you turn around and stab me in the back like I ain't worth shit but I try to fix it so many times but you rather go out to connect crime then rather be with your own son then you wish you can fix it but it can't be undone