i sit and think about yesterday hoping im not late to get me straight i need a change i remain the same and get nowhere busy getting high thats all i chase i need a change wasted all this time now its on my face switch up for a buck ppl fake has fuck i take and i make and i get no love no i wont budge get what i can take so i take no breaks i cant the way i get it its so very different i need independence so i rip and go get it we are so different no need to listen cuz ur not my vision complete the mission or u will be the mission i dont get it i wont listen keep wishin im so distant i dont do visits lay low to myself losing my health drugs eating my cells facing plus 10 if i get caught again but still makin sells im always runnin i get no bail i tell my tale wit this shit to sale knowing all to well the inside of a cell nothing short of hell i dont want no help the cards were dealt and it is what it is so will i be able to manage the pain im simply drained and honestly i need belief to see it my way i wish i could retrace my steps but i cant so whats next so i try my best to reach for success express far less go for there neck to get me a check remain silent less is best i must protect the heart i have left cuz these holes in my chest left such a mess ill never confess life is my desk i sit and i test i study the next and ace the rest they say im trippin i say its just living you never know the way it will go so you take what u got and make it your own i say no more im taking my shot every single roll every single risk every single time put it all on the line my insight my vision my life the only way to peace is to leave this place its a shame i lost my way right seems to far away