I have to wear my heart on a sleeve I know for a fact you going to leave and I'm trying to do is breathe I try to open my eyes so I can see it's that time again wear the leaves turn brown I used to be the because fucking clown I can't wait to make it out of this raggedy ass town all I use to do is frown I'm in alot of pain I thought you was my main I have alot of rushing thoughts in my brain I use to want get hit by a train I don't go now where with out my chain you use to be my morning dove I don't know how to love I was never put alone me when push comes to shove I was never someone first choice . Do you hear the pain in my voice .