going down the road from where ive have traveled not long ago looking for a quick come up on feeding tweaked machines the dollar dollar bills yo ya dollar bills and then some like back in the past ive already been and done like i should have known so long__time and time__again___ it seems as o i never learn# seconds to hours days weeks of hard work burnt__ $wages spent so fast it should have last__ should have last lasted a lot longer it was squandered but why? im a fool how low of a feeling what a disgrace now i got to face the music of loosing once again. amongst many other times nickel dollar dimes ill bent mind stayed up all night blurry vision God i hope i can make it home safe and sound north bound and im feeling a little under the weather the tension had been thick and full of friction i got to slay this addiction because its killing me not to mention in debt how i regret didn't know i had ro pay taxs on this dead president s on paper went through jackpots like a 100 mph but reallly 100 per min cant believe i only have 2 cents to talk about it tell me about it what is my mismal disfunction of becoming a responsible person that budgets $ not gamble$ it all away so fast steady on the grind trying to come back up from scrapping by two cents in my pocket pulled it out to share it with yall it would be more if i had more i dont mind to share my wealth with anyone especially when i hit that jackpot but not right now im licking my wombs of a pipe dream of reality broken wings funds ? i have none for now till i heal and come across a mill till then i got you keep it real taking accountability i have the ability to overcome this sin within i know i can do it take the t out if the cant and i can and i will right now wow......