uh its rellirell yeah yeah life is crazy yeah i know this i got this problem its always on my mind, am i ever gonna get a grip on this thing called life. or will i be outta time, nope i really hope i do get a clue, what have i missed especiall when it comes to my kids, no 9 to 5 more like 10 to 12 that shit was hell six days a week to try and stay on my feet, unhappy wife at home man i was alone, but i had that bottle to keep me company drunkenly my misery my gluttony i was suffering so was everyone around me my binge drinking was going 5 years long lived life like nothing was wrong but now im almost six years sober writing this song could be a rap most people would say it's crap dont really car if you dont have my back next song will be longer and thats a fact