I don’t get why people hating on me #drifgang depression overtakes me and adding weight on me Internet gangster y’all too scared to be a real one Still wondering how I’m alive Can’t believe it even sometimes I wanna die 2020 I really cried -verse- Bullying a kid what the hell are you doing I said fuck it I have depression I swear I’m the only one in the world with a obsession Messing with the wrong dude I didn’t know I was messing Grabbed a quarter so I could be adressing Nobody cared that I was stressing— Blood, sweat and tears I got no fear left no energy left because I conquered gold chain I’ve been honoured Many people be selfish Only in it for themselves people aren’t loyal they just in it for the royal stomped on me for fame What a shame But still I got a bigger name Begging me for cash so I can help you run it up PTSD past memories still trigger i feel like I’m getting bigger but I don’t see how I sit down and take a bow I wonder how my big bro feeling about me now In too deep I’ve been stressing in my sleep I still feel like I’ve been overhated Not even in the rap game just socially I mean I’m antisocial I watched out for the vocal Acting all scary with ip grabbers and low life hackers But they ain’t know nothing I can’t even recall my worst day because I had so many life changing days My aura changed I got so much people who changed on me I never thought that would change on me Still clowning on me I really came from the bottom One of the most hated now I own so much ha I bet y’all don’t know what I’m talking about but I ain’t spitting nonsense -chorus- Seeing 4 of my close friends died Seeing my grandma die who do I have left Stupid pain never left Sometimes I felt like I’ve been blessed but it hardly is anything I am thankful for whatever I get Graduation I came so far I ain’t gon lie Fancy apple pie Boy wanna diss me get out of my line I might be switchin with a glock 9 Exploited Y’all don’t know what you’ve destroyed Always the people that have been most annoying I’ve been annoyed -chorus