#southeastbaby 🖤🌹🖤 #new #newartist #villemade prod. prez wake up feeling lost daily please don't tell me you gon save me when everyday I look into your eyes you do some shit and it just make me think you shady I can't even trust you fuck as far as i can throw you and I can feel this pressure weighing on me on the daily i be trying to run away from my past like all the people i kept close was not the same niggas that was trying to play me how you think i feel when i show love to everybody never get that shit reciprocated especially on days when.. especially on the days when I don't feel like im gon make it my mother won't forgive know my brothers gonna miss me if i clock myself out because i simply couldn't face it trying to hide my pain behind the music since im always going through it i been getting attacked since i was a baby only get two options either use it or you lose it so before i leave this earth i just want somebody else to say this.. waking up to punch the clock is really weighing on me that's killing me daily feel like my whole life is passing by im watching all my dreams die and I know im only person who can save me so full of confusion i find it so confusing why nobody seem to innerstand why i cant stop changing the only one to do it and i know im not talking stupid through this music and im sure to outsiders I sound crazy protection not the only thing I'm giving but im trying to make a way here for the babies know nobody give a fuck the way auntie give a fuck and im gon have your back until the day that i fly vacant just know it's never easy most the time your family greasy you gon ride around wit snakes even if no one wants to say it i done lost all of friends now im losing all my family on my heart this shit get heavy and that's especially on days when... especially on the days when I don't feel like im gon make it my mother won't forgive know my brothers gonna miss me if i clock myself out because i simply couldn't face it trying to hide my pain behind the music since im always going through it i been getting attacked since i was a baby only get two options either use it or you lose it so before i leave this earth i plan to make somebody say this..