its my belief the more we lie cheat whatever happened to loyalty honesty camaraderie being able to keep it real with the n***** that ride with me as im commiting habitual robberies as everything's leaning on my conscious constantly now I'm feeling really sick I should have never lit both whicks shits gotten so thick shouldn't of ever burn my life's candle from both ends and it's a fact I've killed most of my friends and stole the souls in the end because of this entity the evil beast that resides inside of me planning trick and deceivery to the loved ones surrounding me there's just so many fatalities my mind is constantly battling me cuz I can't remember what's fiction or reality and im so lost in my mind I'm so lost in the time I don't think that it'll ever be able to come back I think its got a permanent hold on me but I don't plan on folding my footing I keep holding fighting for my last breath surviving cuz I feel like this f****** mess that I've created is about to catch me then brake me then take me to cash my check but everything that I did for me to be on this Earth might be worth it but i call bullshit so i endlessly keep searching but its not working its worthless my only guess is not to stress surpress the fear and the anger so the devil dont come near and remains a stranger