Mixed: 808 Art: 808 #escape #escape808 #808escape #contest #808 #ei8ht #philly #hiphop #sychronizedmindz #sm #rapfamebeast #moderator_en #bmbest #bmvideo #2k21 #2021fire #bmgrind #featurematerial #rap #bars #bmhiphop #rapfame #writernotrapper8 @rapfamebeast @moderator_en @bmbest Lyrics: All i want in life House kids and a wife Got my chick turned out so bad She lost christ Miscarried twice 2 survived But when i look in their eyes Dont know if theyre mine   Livin out the car No diapers at all more importantly waitin on this call Yo i Need a fix I aint tryin to kick Should be cuddled with the fam Watchin somethin on netflix   If i had one wish I wanna say it be this But the way i feel now Id choose a needle to flick They call me sick But dont know what sick is dyfus got involved And they took both kids   My girl got depressed ODed that night I was too nodded out To try to save her life Sleeping on the streets Cause the car got towed On the road all alone And Lost everything i own   Sittin on the sidewalks Beggin for change Havent shaved in a year And aint showered for days Spend my time on yellow lines With a cardboard sign Hoping people drive by And donate to my high   I reuse syringes Which i know aint safe Shared one with one junkie Who i knew had aids My arm got infected Had to amputate So Now i shoot in my neck I just want to escape I just want to escape Trapped in a trap sellin feinds a slow death Jobs dont hire felons And my family in debt Pops split After havin 6 kids Moms had 3 jobs Each an 8 hour shift   raised by my older sister One night turned up missin Cops Found her dead Beat to death r@pe victum 2 younger brothers Got caught in a drive by Playin in the front yard Neither of them survived   2 older brothers In the bing upstate murder in the first For retaliation I got my own death toll Could land me on death row Junkies dying from my product cause its laced with Fentnyl   Moms got cancer Couldnt afford the kimo Back to block hustlin Unload another kilo 5 different kids From 4 baby mamas I fu*k a lot of bishes Never usin condoms   Barely see my seeds Cause im runnin these streets Movin up in mad weight Woop woop it the police Cops on the scene start bangin the trey If im not going home today Neither are they   Hit 2 and clipped one Before I fell to the ground Got shot 5 times Paralyzed from the neck down Trapped in this body In my mind all day Doin life behind bars I just want to escape